Do you see what I see?

I don't care what they say.

2012-01-29T00:35:00.004+08:00

Im so in love with my sequin head band. I can't help it hehehe. Im one fortunate girl other than e nihon mura incident. Screw you nihon mura, may your business be bad for life. AND i promise a post but all e pictures are with nn so yguys will have to wait ~ .

And if people are still reading this empty place i love youuuuuu and i thought of having another secret blog. Well maybe if you'r lucky you'll find it??? hahaha

I love how crazy i can be with you nn muacks.

And i'll end off with a random picture of our love for photo booths yay. And i should work towards my secret goal............ I want a nice ass. Ok not a secret anymore hahaha.

We love those hats with bows.

2012-01-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Steamboat with the babies.

Tough thursday

2012-01-26T18:06:00.002+08:00

For the fact that i only live once. I deserve better friends. I do. I shouldn't waste my life waiting for happiness to come. I will find it.

It's the past that you want to change

2012-01-26T17:48:00.002+08:00

Happy dragon year

2012-01-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

Singaporean bitches.

2012-01-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

Screw all the conservative and nosey aunts in sg. I think you are sad and lonely that's why you gossip yadayadayada may you get mouth spasm from all that talking hopefully anytime now :) .

I'll take you away.

2012-01-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

Well hello. Happy new years you blessed souls. School's back and im pretty such i was insane to say i actually missed it. And right now as im typing this im abt to doze off. My body alarm is still very, well say, nocternal. I think i'll crash freaking early tonight. But the main point is, I guess im here to tell you about my wishes for this year?

I wish people i meet would be friendly, true and honest.

I'd learn to expect the least from everyone.

I wish people i meet would be nicer.

Taro pulls thru this year.

I hope this year would be really fun.

I wanna have straight As.

I wish life'll give me a million and five pleasant surprises this year.

I hope.... my secret wish isn't too ambitious, too hard to reach. And fulfilled.

To smile and mean it everytime i do.

To be happy more than crushed.

Enjoy every bit of this year with everyone i love.

To be happy.

I'll Add on if i think of any others.

Goodbye 2011

2011-12-31T00:32:00.002+08:00

Dada's girl

2011-12-27T21:22:00.006+08:00

Day out with the gf

And here's a gratuitous picture of myself. I do not care how horrible you think i am i still wanna post it hahaha.

Till the sun rise up.

2011-12-26T18:40:00.004+08:00

This year has been a pretty bumpy year. Nothing can make me too happy to realise there's more pain and hurt to endure. They say obstacles makes you stronger. Not me. After going thru everything, im still the one who ended up in tears. But all this kinda forced me to grow up. There're too many things im expected to understand. But i don't want to, i don't want to know things that will come springing back to hurt me.

If I can choose, i would rather close both my eyes and ears from what people really are. How they're crafted, how the truth is so simple - everyone fails. I don't wish to be expose to how cunning and hypocritical everyone is. How it feels to think you know a someone and realising they're nothing you ever thought they were. Or how you thought you were part of something, how impt they made you felt and you realised you're nothing more than just a passerby. Pretentious? Who? Everyone is. Everyone I repeat. EVERYONE has a secret.

And i've found out secrets are the greatest weapon. Aren't they?

I've changed. To someone i never thought i ever would. Not stronger. I'm still a weakling hahaha. But i guess im more direct now. More open, with thoughts with words or actions. And i guess im meaner lolllllllll. I really hate it, how i am now. I know people say you're the one who choose your own paths. But what if, what if people around me blocked me from all the other paths and left me with this only one?

I guess im sorry im not as demure and kind as what a normal girl should be. This is my secret, used to be. And now this is it, open and shared. It is a fact, im not gna pretend im not all this anymore. At least im not some hypocritical bitch and someone wearing so many masks. KNOW WHY?? Cos im vain and if i wear so many masks my pores won't be able to breath hence causing pimples. To every bitch who caused me to become who i am now, i hope all your mask-wearing will cause you to have pimples for life.

Im just a 15 year old trying to fight for myself. Because if i don't. Who will.

Just a deja vu.

2011-12-25T16:09:00.004+08:00

With nn last week. We love photobooths. And yea i stole the pics cos i didn't bring my camera hehe. But since i stole the pictures with her consent, no biggie.

Doesn't mean im lonely when im alone.

2011-12-25T15:30:00.001+08:00

Hurry down the chimney tonight.

2011-12-25T03:06:00.005+08:00

Hello from the tropical part of the world where we're having rainy Christmas instead of wintry. Which sucks. But, better off with rain than sun i guess. The sun just kills the mood a hundred percent.

And IF you're so observant to realised im typing this down at approx 3 40am just to make sure lonely souls out there tonight gets some love. AND not forgetting i took pix just for yguys. @ 3 40am wtf i should be snuggled up in bed waiting for santa's arrival. Santa is so going to go like this bitch is naughty, awake at 3 40am acting vain. So no prezzies lolllll.

And sorry im in my nitey and looking horrible. WHY?! COS IT'S ALMOST 4AM AND I AM TRYING TO SHARE LOVE HERE. Im actually all ready to sleep.

But well since i've got all the love this Christmas from so many people, I ought to share some too. So merry Christmas you blessed souls God bless you. Oh and happy birthday Jesus from the bottom of my heart.

P.S: I would have done a longer post but my laptop is gna hibernate any moment now. And i am exhausted from today's party too so im fighting against closing eyelids and time so thank God for fast fingers.

Girls just want to have fun

2011-12-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

I wna be like the breeze. How swiftly yet strongly it blows pass, like how i want everyone to remember me as. I may come and go, but i knw sometime somehow I've made you remember me. I don't want to be too serious. All i wna do, is just to have fun.

-

2011-12-17T22:46:00.001+08:00

To the girl i love the most.

2011-12-15T21:01:00.001+08:00

I miss you ong i miss you so much and i miss you in my life. I miss us. I miss every single thing of us and you :( . I love you.

Im not your extra toy.

2011-12-15T16:33:00.002+08:00

Rants

2011-12-15T16:26:00.002+08:00

I hate how you can make me feel im smth impt in your life a moment and make me feel so insignificant the next. I hate how easily i can be replaced. And i hate how im just that listening ear. And i hate how i actually think things might change every single time you come back agn. You're caught up w your life now. But hey i was there when no one was. Remember?

That feeling.

2011-12-14T16:43:00.003+08:00

I hate how you're such a dumb block and you can't help it. Mostly we quarrel over stupid stuffs, and sometimes i secretly find it really funny. I hate how you love to tease me and get overboard doing that. And you make me so annoyed by how genuinely silly you are. I hate the fact you've never thought of us and next time. But every time we talk about the future there isn't once I wasn't mentioned. I hate how very very unromantic you are. Not the very least bit.

I hate that you love to joke so much. You never really ever said anything sweet to me. Or said you care, but you've never failed to protect me. And it's funny how you like to act all so dependent on me. But we both know, It's not that case, it's me who's been dependent on you. You've always just been this down-to-earth you and a total idiot with words. And me being me, I love to fantasize. And I've been complaining how dull your thoughts are. But the truth is, I love how you're so genuine, so honest and sincere. And I love how unromantic you are, because your actions just shows how much you mean things more and not done to impress me.

And it's funny how it's been almost two years now but you never knew all i said i hate about you actually makes me realised why I fell for you. You'll never guess, would you?

Have you ever wonder?

2011-12-14T16:38:00.001+08:00

Hello Macau/China

2011-12-12T18:13:00.004+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeeeello living souls. Ok YES im sorry i said an update soon but i ended up not. I HAVE A VALID REASON hahaha. Well cos i was bus packing for my trip and had no time to do any blogging. And when i was back, lucky me visited e hospital agn. But well all's fine now. SO, im glad.

P.s: blogger self re-sized my pictures and made it blurry boo blogger.

A lil' fucking gorgeous view infront of my hotel. I hate how sg doesn't get e cold weather and make Christmas more christmasy? Lollllllllll. SADLY that's all we got, summer singapore yuck.

Wasn't supposed to go to china this hols but well, it's for my granny. She wanted to visit china. But i guess it wasn't so bad. The only thing i enjoyed was probably e weather. It didn't rain at all. Damn e summer and rain sg gets. And surprising Macau felt like a tiny France in certain ways. Afterall, 10 years ago it was still under the Portuguese rule.

A short one. im lazy. I'll leave other pictures for next time yay. And i love you granny a million and one.

-

2011-11-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

An update soon. Stay tune.

Characters

2011-11-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

I wish I had more of e guy side in me. And I'll punch e witches in my life up up and away.

True love.

2011-11-22T20:58:00.001+08:00

I can't speak. I'm terrified cos if I say the wrong thing. You may see how hard i'm trying. Is this made up? Or is this true love?

Club rocker

2011-11-22T20:43:00.001+08:00

R for you

2011-11-22T20:19:00.004+08:00

You set me on fire.

2011-11-13T17:26:00.002+08:00

Sudden urge to watch legend of e seeker episode by episode faithfully. I love cara hahaha. And im staring to love my hair. Hehe. Rainy day and im rotting at home yay.

-

2011-11-09T19:07:00.001+08:00

I miss you four. Us five.

The love is gone.

2011-11-09T16:44:00.003+08:00

SO yea, greetings from my crib. And i know e nails sucks BUT it was my trial and error. But e cracks and really cool. Its DIY mind you lolllllll. So few more days before i officially burn my blanky and say im free. Kidding. Im a jumping monkey at home now, Im as good as new and bored as ever.

As how i intend to go with life after im well, I guess it'll be different. But everything's gna be better. I hope. But hey on a side note, I got a haircut again and abt how well i pull it off, i'll leave it to yguys to decide.

Im gna be busy busy after this 2 long weeks of slumber. So many plans alr. Back to e bustling life. In a way, I guess it's good? I've thought of too many things in this week gg 2. Too many things i shouldn't.

But, here i am typing my thoughts and watching e sunset ; watching the outline of the trees by different colours of e sun rays in front of me. Watched it for more than a week. But, i've still no idea on what i want. I wish, I did. I wish, I could disappear into e sunset. Or maybe dive deep down into my soul and know what i want.

P.S: So here you go. Not a long one. But still, an update. With pics. And with lotsa love smacked on top. I'll get back to yguys soony~

I will be

2011-11-08T20:13:00.003+08:00

I don't think we're working out any longer. But what if, I still love you?

Don't say a word if yknow it hurts.

2011-11-08T17:04:00.003+08:00

Pinky promise

2011-11-08T12:36:00.002+08:00

Ok so i'll do a update w pics by latest thurs. SO CONTINUE VIEWING :) .

kisskiss

-

2011-11-04T13:56:00.000+08:00

I can walk now. YAY. BUT I WNA GO OUTTTTTTTTTT T.T

Back in bed

2011-11-03T19:12:00.001+08:00

so here am i, in bed. Recuperating from my injuries. Or should i say operation? Which explains e oh-so-v-long-ago-last-update. Im sry :( . But yep, im much better now, and i can walk and sit up now AND i can shower. Hehe. But i was quite sad abt how my hols plans were messed up by this. I've gotta rot home for say, another week?

But, well i feel like a princess in my own world with all e so many many well wishes from everyone. To all who wished me, thk you, from e v bottom of my heart. Love yall. I might do more frequent updates, I only have my comp phone and tv now anw. So long suckers!!!!!

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2011-10-25T22:04:00.002+08:00

Wishing i have all e clothes i see online, urgh. Someone please drop a million $$$$ down on me T.T hehehe as my daddy Joseph says, no amount of clothes can ever be enough. oh wellllllllllllll

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2011-10-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

I love my Connie Joseph and annoying Beatrice :D

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2011-10-25T21:56:00.001+08:00

WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO DIE INFRONT OF MY SCHOOL SO OFTENLY?! It gives me e creeps to think abt it even.

Ohhai~

2011-10-16T23:09:00.005+08:00

It's from my sister, i love dogs and animals and what sort. So she decided on this doggy shape for me. So sweet, but...... this'll cause some misinterpretation. hahaha but she doesn't geddit, totally lol when she gave to me. But i still love you babysis though you're like damn annoying smtimes.

Yamyam from chubmonmon

P.s: reason why im like on e phone in all e pics is cos was on e phone w char when i was taking e pics. ITS FOR YGUYS SO DONT COMPLAIN hahaha and she doesn't knw i was taking them.

Party hats

2011-10-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

Burn the books, wear your party hats, we'll dance and be party animals tonight.

I love how small little things in life makes me smile. How a text from people i love can make me smile and make my day so bright. How people make me feel special. How this little life of mine, is much more fulfilling than everything i used to think i have to own to be happy. Are you happy?

Chill out

2011-10-15T11:22:00.001+08:00

Ok hi.

No pictures cos i lost my cam. I have no idea where it is now. BUT, my daddy's gna get me another one. So till then, yguys got to wait~.

till e next,

kiss kiss

Last one

2011-10-03T18:51:00.001+08:00

Fine, i look weird. but this's e only picture left ~ cya guys

Heyo.

2011-10-03T16:50:00.001+08:00

I promise a update after exams you people. So wait for me ~

kiss kiss people

Who are these people.

2011-10-01T11:14:00.002+08:00

All of a sudden. I've found out so many many things. Things relating to me, things relating to people i know. And suddenly, everyone i thought was perfect and nice seems to be otherwise. And e more i find out abt people, e more i realise how many had disappointed me. Take off your masks people. Im tired of figuring out who's e real you. Oh sad life, just present to me a plate full of flawed people once and for all. Don't present me plates of shock everyday.

So.... yes, there's always times in my life i get thing im-like-a-micro bug-no-cares inferior feeling. Which i really hate. But can't prevent it. so my life is pretty much nothingness right now. And I look terrible which add on to im-like-a-micro bug-no-one-cares inferior feeling. Have been staying up late every night to study. Hate it when i try to act all so organised, start planning my revision 3 weeks ago and in e end, ditch e idea and only panic like 5 days before exams. Which scares me. Im still not panicky yet. Times like this, i wished i was a genius. Or maybe like 3/4 of a genius? Like i can study a day before exams and A s it all. But yes im just an normal teenage girl. So back to reality.

Kiss kiss people

Rants

2011-09-18T15:56:00.004+08:00

I got a f9 for chinese. Fml? Any ideas on how to improve my chinese in two weeks?

Blue's clues

2011-09-18T15:45:00.001+08:00

Didn't you ever watch blue's clues? Used to be my fav cartoon haha.

In case you got bored of my blog

2011-09-18T15:38:00.001+08:00

kiss kiss people

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2011-09-18T15:31:00.003+08:00

I had a crazy dream ytd, it was oddly.... romantic with someone i haven thought of since forever. And i was singing along to owlcity's fireflies in e dream and i can't stop singing it now. Oh damn.

This four i love.

2011-09-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

So hi, this post here is gna be esp for my 4 girls. It's so magical how we've come tgt. I mean we can totally talk like till foreverrrrrrr. And, as what ri said, it's totally like falling in love agn in a friends way lol. I'm so glad to have all of you, and i knw yall are not judgemental bitches which i totally love bout all of you. I can be everything i am with yall. And now when i think of all e impt events, i imagine all of you in them. I have so many crazy things i wna do with all of ya. I love you all so much and i won't let myself lose any of you. Ever.

-

2011-09-09T20:17:00.001+08:00

Kiss kiss people.

-

2011-09-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

Why do i care when you don't.

-

2011-09-08T13:35:00.001+08:00

Oh and think im gg on a swim date with bebehammie tmrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

-

2011-09-08T13:34:00.001+08:00

Please wait for a after hols post!!!!! I love you guys~

-

2011-09-08T13:32:00.001+08:00

Haha enlighten me, when was e last time i actually sent a mail?

-

2011-09-07T18:20:00.001+08:00

We're tired of all e hurt, all e pain. I guess we're just waiting for a better day. But, e worst has alr gone. So now, i guess. We're ok.

Today

2011-09-05T12:45:00.002+08:00

I another life, i would be your girl. We keep all our promises, be us against the world. In another life, i would make you stay. So i don't have to say, you were the one who got away.

2011-08-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

2011-08-30T01:28:00.000+08:00

Building up fences.

2011-08-26T21:39:00.004+08:00

This is my life. I should do what i love, and i do it often. If i don't like something, i change it. If i don't like what i'm doing, i quit. I should stop watching the tele, i've not enough time. I wanna look for the love of my life. But i knw i have to STOP. They will be waiting for me when i start doing the things i love. I should stop analyzing, life is simple. All emotions are beautiful. When i eat, appreciate every last bite. I need to learn to open my mind, arms and heart to new things and people. Try new flavours. Take a different route home. Smile a lil' more, make more friends. We are united in our differences. Share my dreams, my passion. Exploring new places;getting lost might help me find myself. Opportunities only comes once, seize them. Life is about the people i meet , and the things I create with them. So i should go out and start creating and living my dream. And share my passion. Because, this life is too short to finish everything we ever thought of.

Closure

2011-08-18T16:42:00.003+08:00

Yes hi. So well. Here i am. Guess this is gna be a rant post. Soooooooooooo yea. I knw you're gna read this. Sooner or ltr. And yes, guess yknw who you are. I trusted you. With my whole fucking heart. And im not gna deny. I am hurt. So damn piss and hurt when you did what you did. When you are so freaking sensitive yet you can't empathize with me. Seriously? You can deny all you want. Say im not you and idk what you really feel and shit what not. But hey. you get like fucking jealous too. So it's ok to expect from me and me expecting from you is making you 'tired' ?? Lol this is my last straw. And this is me saying. We won't be what we once were anymore. On a bright side, if anyone is to regret. It won't be me this time.

But i have to thank you too. For a lesson learnt. And for letting me go thru how it feels leaving a someone who means more than anything to you. For showing me everyone fails, yes, including you. Showing me, it really wasn't worth pushing away others for you. Letting me knw what it feels to finally give up on a someone. Or how it feels when you give in your all to smth and realise she's just another friend who came and went. Well. But yes, everything happens for a reason. I DO FEEL STUPID crying for a smth meaning probably nothing to you :) . But then agn, that's how i get over things. I will get over this, just like how i always do. I still have my bunch of girlfriends that I will NVR push away just for another someone agn. I hate to admit how much you mean to me, how much i ever loved you. How you're e first person that meant so much and probably e last.

Well and im sorry. When i was e bitch at times and how you might feel im a sensitive bitch now. But em, if i am. You're just a mirror image of what i am. For making me feel so bad and guilty it might be e cause of everything. But i realised, i only expected what you expected from me.

SO NOW. this is a closure. This is the end.

Goodnight goodnight

2011-08-14T19:43:00.003+08:00

The dumbest part of me is when i nvr ever learn to keep my guard on after being betrayed so many times. I believe you ever single time after you made e same mistakes agn. And i trust you like i did agn as i did for e very first time. This is me. Don't take what i still am for granted. Because. Everyone changes in desperate times.

Lazy sunday afternoon

2011-08-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

Hehe can you??

Bet you'r bored if you even thought of trying.

I am too.

Feeling so lazy right now. But i've so much things to do. Feel e same as i do?

Run and fall.

2011-08-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

So here's me and my inspirational side. I need reminders to learn to be strong.lol.

And yes. I won't give a damn abt e rest of e world as long im happy. I'll sing out loud during lessons and no one can shut me up. I'll dance in heels at home you can't hold me back. Says who it's wrong to share skin ship with a friend of a different gender? I'll try ever single thing you say i can't and watch me as i have e time of my life. Watch me take my bitch named 'Care too much for others' down flat to e ground. And I'll sing moves like Jagger while i do.

Nothing goes your way.

2011-08-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

I am broken to become stronger. Everything i faced, i will become better. And all i got to keep strumming in my head is, tmr'll be a better day.

-

2011-07-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

You knw that feeling? When you've been wishing so hard for smth and that moment comes and you don't wish for it anymore.

This is my heart

2011-07-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

I like how just a text from you can make everything change. Sometimes i wonder if i'm walking into nothingness. Stop stealing my heart away. You are stealing my heart away. If this is my heart. What's yours?

Calf muscles?

2011-07-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

I've worn my 4.5 inch heels ytd and today and idk if it's me but i feel them growing. OMG DAMN IT.

♥

2011-07-22T23:13:00.003+08:00

Ohai ypeople. Im gg out soon so let me rush this post. Yes, I went out with chubmon ytd. I love this girl so so much hehe. I knw i've said this like so many times but i still wna tell you how much you mean to me. Met another someone after that. I think, im a happy girl now :)))) .

And my bestfriend wanted to tried e.... toy machine thing. Yknw, e one where you put like a dollar and turn e nob and the toy in a plastic ball comes out? YES. THAT ONE. Well that crazy girl of mine wanted to try it. And well... i sorta played it too. But hey its cos i wanted e Minnie mouse ring :( . I actually spend 6 bucks on it. How stupid.

So yes. Instead i got this and i've another two more which has alr been given to e 2 people i love the most hahaha. ok now kiss kiss people lotsa love~

T?

2011-07-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Me wonder whether you're talking abt me. Me wonder whether im thinking too much too. Me don't knw. Maybe me am thinking too much. Me seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Me and my essay

2011-07-18T20:35:00.004+08:00

Well hi. Yes I had been rlly busy these days.

And even now, i still am. I've to do an essay by tmr if not i'll be publicly shame according to doreamon. Which is my form teacher lol. So yes it's abt ......

Yes, you guessed it right. Sexist. So now i've to finish my essay.

Adios people.

-

2011-07-14T18:47:00.001+08:00

Brolly chan <3

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2011-07-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

It's selfish i knw. Hoping to move on yet wishing you won't. Sigh. I love you. Still. And soon you'll come to understand everything i did. For now. Wait. The answer will come. Soon.

-

2011-07-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

Me like the way you make me happy. Me like it.

Mind and hearts.

2011-07-07T17:30:00.001+08:00

I guesssssss im doing pretty fine and life's fun :)))) .

Rants

2011-07-06T16:52:00.003+08:00

I hate it when im expected to think of your feelings when you don't. I hate it when you put me down or when you insist im wrong in front of others. I hate it when you choose not to understand certain things. Like how when i ask you to put yourself in my shoes and you give me an answer which i knw you won't carry out. I hate it when im suppose to tell you everything and you hide things from me. I hate how you hate it when i leave you out, and you do that to me too. How you treat your good friends btr than your bestfriend. Im here in case you think i don't mind. I do. How you need to deliver chocolates to her and didn't offer to bring any for me. I absolutely hate how you are when we're not alone. I love you but i hate these parts of you. And how am i suppose to explain things to you when you choose not to understand me. Why can't you be e one who knws how to comfort me? The one who tells me im beautiful?? The one who protects me and defend me, the one who gives me confidence and build me up. Why am i e only one doing it. At least i defend you, tell you you're not ugly you're cute. You look nice in this hair-do. Better without specs and e one who kept one affirming you when others are still getting used to it. Why can't you be e one who tells others that too? Why always tell me things i can improve on? I want someone to built me up. not tear me down. I don't need you for that :) . And where's our 'no secrets between us' ??? why can't i find someone who rlly gets this. Urgh this suck.

Stronger

2011-07-02T12:22:00.002+08:00

I like to believe that to expirence more, is learning how to control the situation better. Bring it on, im ready to fall and get up agn.

Fate

2011-07-01T23:31:00.001+08:00

It's over. We're done.

-

2011-06-25T22:07:00.001+08:00

I lookkkk.............

Arms

2011-06-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

Reliving memories just allows the present to tarnish the past. The truth sucks like that.

granny oh granny

2011-06-24T14:27:00.002+08:00

Ghee im so hungryyyyyyyyyyy. And bored now, and granny fong's house. cos my cousins are not here yet which sucks cos it's bored. Haven't caught up with them for so long alr. And im finally seeing them today. Yay?

Ytd was indescribable. Hahaha met up with my chubmon and went shopping with her. AND it was very very good. Bought tons of stuff and spent almost all of our money. Love shopping dates with you cos we love e same stuffs and we're just so ourselves with one another. You'r a hybrid. Mixture of a sister and a bestfriend. You're e first person who i can do anything with. Shopping, text, phone calls. Cry to, laugh with. Have crazy dreams with. Dreams abt e future, touring tgt. Being one another's bridesmaid. Helping you to cut your fringe, seeing you with your pineapple hair. And eating cup noodles tgt at my place. We talk abt everything. Every single thing. And i like e fact that we'r both honest to one another. Like how you knw every of my flaws. You're so exclusive and i can't explain how much i love you chubmonmon.

Ok and nowwwwwww. back to books.

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2011-06-21T18:06:00.003+08:00

I wonder where you are. I wonder what you do. Are you somewhere feeling lonely? Is someone loving you? Sometimes i feel my heart will overflow.

I wish

2011-06-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

My wish? To find you with an empty heart. Please.

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2011-06-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

Where are you... . I've been desperately looking for you.

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2011-06-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

I guess. Im walking alone.

Zo

2011-06-16T15:56:00.002+08:00

And i must say zo looks like a natural beauty here and this is actually candid. Urgh jealous!!!! how can someone look so pretty even in candid moments?!

Dayo me say Dayo

2011-06-16T15:44:00.003+08:00

I miss you very much cwlllllllllllllll. Gunna give you a big fat hug tmr and pinch your cheeks. Chubmonmon muacks hehehe.

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2011-06-16T02:39:00.000+08:00

Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will nvr hurt me.

this is me

2011-06-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

This is me. Being cute. Ok fine. Acting cute. Eww i can't pull that look off. I look like.... an inflated monster. Oh my.

Here's me trying to pull off the yea im pretty and i knw you feel it too look.

This is me. Acting more like me. Hahaha

kiss kiss people byebye

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2011-06-14T20:35:00.001+08:00

The person who commented on my brown heels pls retype your phone no. cos it's apparently wrong. Thank you!

Buy now.

2011-06-14T15:12:00.002+08:00

Ok so name your price on the stuff im selling. Reasonable please. And yea. Cos my mom wants me to clear my overpacked wardrobe before she gives me shopping $$$$. Urgh. So yea. Do me a favour thank you ~ .

Winning the battle. Losing the war.

2011-06-13T19:00:00.002+08:00

I missing baby cwl nowie. And feel like drinking meji milk nowie and im gunna read fml now now. Loving life nowie ~~

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2011-06-13T01:30:00.001+08:00

I feel like gg to love's place to bunk over 2nite. Urgh i miss you.

Take a break. Have a kitkat.

2011-06-13T01:06:00.001+08:00

OhiOhi.

So yes. Time to dress up your pen. Olympus.

Work is shit. Urgh. Minus e fact i made like many friends there. It totally sucks. And im still quite sad we didn't managed to find.................. Me and cwl were looking for them after work tdy. To no avail. And lol someone asked whether i needed a lift home on a porsche. I am gunna hibernate on bed tmr. My feet still hurts. The first and last flyer job. Killer. And currently hoping to meet inshy asap. Need to catch up with her!!!!

Oh and. I think olympus's shirt was actually e cutest amongst all of e companies. Well it's probably cos I was in it. Hahaha. Ok goodnight you panda eye people. Texting ya my love everyday~

Back

2011-06-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

Feeling really.... idk now. Im tired and i can't get my mind off you. I really wna see you. And i've no idea how i'll ever be able to contact you. You confuse me. One second i feel special and another second i don't. This's so messed up. But. I do. Think of you. Do you?

And to you.... I really felt hurt when you didn't even bother a 'take care' or 'bon voyage'. You said you thought i left alr. But couldn't you wish me that before you slp? I knw you feel bad. I knw you miss me. I knw. I miss you too. I wna let things slide and suck it up. But i can't. I miss you but ....... oh well.

Wonderland

2011-06-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

Did pcip w class today and yep i love all my friends so much. Hehe. Guess im pretty contented with life now. Cwl came to my place after lunch w friendssssssssss. I love you fishball muacks.

The only thing not so perfect.... a part of me won't leave you. Urgh. Idk how i actually feel. THIS SUCKS :( .

Me and my stuff.

2011-05-30T23:04:00.006+08:00

So yes hi. Felt like selling them off. So, here i am. All of them are still in perfect condition. Im not so bad ok!!!To actually take some eeryuck stuff for you readers. So here's it :

#1 (Worn once)

$10

#2 (once too) more for say.... 153cm ish? not judging but i out grew it vertically.

$10

#3 (thrice?)

$25 ( Brand new~) Size:37

$25 ( Think i wore it like thrice ish?) size:36

So yes, leave your contact no./ email add if you'r interested as a comment and let me knw which you are getting. My comments will be moderated so not to worry guys. First come first serve so yea :) . GET IT LIKE NOW. I INSIST. Hahaha.

Jazz

2011-05-28T23:13:00.001+08:00

Ah jazzzzzzzz ~ I love Frank Sinatra. You are the reason why i love jazz.

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2011-05-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Frank sinatra - Always.

Don't you lose your heart.

2011-05-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

"I do cry, and hurt. Scream a little. Crank up abit. Feel lousy some days. A little inferior? I get lost too. Both in life or in buses. I experience heartaches in life and that stupid feeling when you get slammed down right in your face.

Ok fine.

I do cry - ALOT. And get hurt easily. I scream all the time? Crank up when i pms feel lousy most days. I am inferior. And get lost quite often. My heart hurts pretty much and feel slammed down everyday. I guess, im not so strong after all."

Well, right now, i guess my life's changing. Things that used to be impt becomes less impt. And things that're less impt means much more. I nvr thought i would change to be this way. Surprising but true? I guess im just weird like this. But then agn, a change is good. Isn't it?

So far my first two wks of e june hols are pretty pack. Leaving for msia next wk and working with cwl e following weekend. Shopping on monday. Date night on e 8th. Oral this wed. Pcip this thurs. Boy am i feeling i'll be more tired during e hols than compared to school days. But well, happy hols you peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. My heart to you.

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2011-05-28T20:44:00.001+08:00

I hate inconsiderate people when they're inconsiderate argh.

Tgif I say.

2011-05-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

So hello. Had a really nice time with my friends today. Like it was super cute and fun. Hehe should totally go for a swim with them soon omggggg i wna swim. Bowling with class and after that watched kung fu panda with ryan and co. e baby panda was so cute I WANT TO PINCH HIS FACE hahaha.

Well i felt e show was good but not all of them felt e same towards it. Apparently only me and insyirah felt that it was good and we should totally go for a swim during e hols. And after that cwl came to my place and we talked. Alot. And i forced her to sit behind e shower curtains to talk to me heh. And i helped her trim her hair which i think i fared quite welllllllllllll i love you to bits cwl love.

Ok cyaaaaaaaaa.